Saturday, November 22, 2008

I need Freedom

Y can't parents just let their childrens do wateva they want? Y can't parents give a chance to their childrens to expoler themselves without their parents attention? Y can't parents thrust their own children? If they don't feel confident and y not give it try? Life is huge..........the world is huge.......lots of stuffs to do out there.........i think WE deserve all thiese. If we know how to handle by ourself, we know things better than out parents, y they worry n y shud they bother so much??

Everytime i tell my dad that im goin out with friends........goin out for classes.........goin out have dinner with friends........... he keep asking me the same question again & again, so enoying. I mean it's ok that he everytime ask me althought he didn't ask i'll tell him where im goin & when im coming back home for sure. I just don't like the way he treat me like a little gril, im not a children anymore, im an adult now. I know things better than my parents, i see things more than them and i know what im doing and know where im going. I really appreciate my parent's care & love but this is really really too much and over do it. I don't need all this too much & i want my freedom.

My sis came back to KL from Singapore this weekend for her seminar and she was asking me if i wan to overnight with her in hotel. I was so freaky happy but definitely must ask my dad's permission. He said no way.............some more he said this is ridiculous & i must come home immediately. I was so damn upset coz i don't have the chance to meet my sis this time, especially stay overnight with her so that we can chit-chat untill next morning.............. So, what now? Plan cancel........... no chance to see sister.......... no more hotel room bed.......... my sweet time with my sister gone. Y lar don't let me........is only 1 night............. what if next time i wanna go singapore alone visit her..............what if in the future i got offer from somewhere else.......... is my dad gonna stop me to do all these things???? Does he wanna control my everything????
I wish i could tell him that...............leave me alone & stop treating me like a 12 years old girl.


I miss my sis so much althought she's not my real sister. Eversince we met for the 1st time, we share we go everywhere together..........we both were taking care of each other during college time............but we were from different college. She's been looking after me when she was here. Now, she working in Singapore Airlines as a stewardess, man.............i miss her like crazy......... 5 years didn't see each other........... since now she has plenty of times come to KL once awhile............... hhhmmmm no........ she told me that she'll b in KL quite often nowadays coz of the seminar is in KL. Which mean............. we got more chances to meet up. She knew i was so upset about that i couldn't stay with her. I really really need my freedom hurry up.......... when & where the hell exactly is my full freedom is?????

9 comments:

Adrian said...

Patience is its own virtue. Persistence usually pays off ... though you didn't hear this from me. :P G'luck!!!

Su-Yee said...

i used to ask myself all these questions too! cos my mom also da same. i think we will understand more when we become parents.:)

buti kinda understand now.....they just love us alot !maybe they express the wrong way, cos they dun know how to handle.

but they do love us a whole lot!

Jane Siew said...

hey adrian, thanks for that......ya juz be patience lor

ya su yee, my sis said to me the same thing ' parents love us so much' untill they can think of something too far away..... haih....

Anonymous said...

wahh MIJ... u so the kik tung wor... yan loi har lar... i also kena fr my dad a LOT of times...soon wd be much easier ge lar... hmm.. no wonder u wan geng jam lar... release stress leh.... hehehe....

Jane Siew said...

ya lor.....bj inst....that's y i wan geng wan...mana tau u that day punya jam geng untill very geng cao......my hip next day so painful

that sat afternoon was really angry, i was keep bang bang my room's door, almost gone half of it....then i bang my father's room door again lorrrr....

haih....nvm....my sister knew im very the kik tung so she ajak me go makan & drink starbucks in IOI mall b4 she return to singapore.... hahahha.....

Anonymous said...

WAH SEH!!! u bang door somemore...wahhh lan zhing a bit la girl...fuah... then next time i kik tung also then u can belanja me coffee bean ;p

Jane Siew said...

BJ inst.....not coffee bean.....belanja u DOME cafe.......woahahahah

Anonymous said...

WAHHHHHHHHHHH, SURE BOH?????!!!!!

Jane Siew said...

ermmm....i think betta go mama poor betta...ur favourite ice coffee ......woahahaha